How nice it must be to have only have been dealing with this kind of shit for a few months. Let's see if this newbie can guess what sort of shit you've dealt with.
Suddenly ending up in a strange place and not knowing what's happening. Not knowing if you'll have food for your next meal. Monsters that want to kill or eat you. A town that's empty of most life. Rundown buildings that are hardly fit for living in. Uncertain of what's become of the people you care about. Unable to do much to help the people you do want to protect. Watching as they get hurt right in front your eyes. Having those failures paraded around to torture you. Losing your sense of self - including feelings you had for others once. Becoming something you hate if even for only a moment. Too many important questions with hardly enough answers.
If not having experienced all of those things is what you consider a newbie then I'm far from being one. And that only covers half of my life.
So I apologize if your few months worth of living here is so normal where I'm from that I don't see them as something absolutely terrible.
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Suddenly ending up in a strange place and not knowing what's happening.
Not knowing if you'll have food for your next meal.
Monsters that want to kill or eat you.
A town that's empty of most life.
Rundown buildings that are hardly fit for living in.
Uncertain of what's become of the people you care about.
Unable to do much to help the people you do want to protect.
Watching as they get hurt right in front your eyes.
Having those failures paraded around to torture you.
Losing your sense of self - including feelings you had for others once.
Becoming something you hate if even for only a moment.
Too many important questions with hardly enough answers.
If not having experienced all of those things is what you consider a newbie then I'm far from being one. And that only covers half of my life.
So I apologize if your few months worth of living here is so normal where I'm from that I don't see them as something absolutely terrible.