[ He stays quiet so he can really hear her. This has been one of those things that just troubled him to the core. He has no sense of boundaries. He doesn't know how to limit himself. At what point does responsibility stop and obsessiveness start?
He wants to be good. He wants to be a brother Dextera can rely on. He just doesn't know how.
Sinistra looks down at his feet when her hand touches his face. ]
Then what do we do? When it's like this, I feel so lost. He learned to live without me, but I have never lived without him. I try to tell him 'we are two people and always were', but when he's gone, I understand. It feels like my heart stopped beating. It feels like a part is missing and it aches. But, I know he can't fulfill that part of me, just like I cannot fulfill the part of him that feels missing.
I never really got to live, so I can't see what I need to do to be okay without him... I can't see it at all.
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He wants to be good. He wants to be a brother Dextera can rely on. He just doesn't know how.
Sinistra looks down at his feet when her hand touches his face. ]
Then what do we do? When it's like this, I feel so lost. He learned to live without me, but I have never lived without him. I try to tell him 'we are two people and always were', but when he's gone, I understand. It feels like my heart stopped beating. It feels like a part is missing and it aches. But, I know he can't fulfill that part of me, just like I cannot fulfill the part of him that feels missing.
I never really got to live, so I can't see what I need to do to be okay without him... I can't see it at all.