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Now that things have settled again after the recent incident, I want to make an offering.

As a child, and into my adult years, I underwent spiritual training on a daily basis to forge a bond with the ancient gods of my land. The purpose of this training was to unlock myself to the world, and gain its wisdom in the process. Though it was a long process, I was successful.

In times of struggle and strife, it can be difficult to figure out where one should turn. It's easy to feel abandoned, and harder to feel united, and you may question if there is any care in the grand scheme of the universe. No one person won't ask themselves if they should take their sufferings and bottle them inside, or reveal them to the world with the fear of judgment. To take hammer to the wall that shields the vulnerable heart is no easy task. Some don't want to break it. Others need help.

To insert an opinion into this, I no longer trust in the higher beings on this realm who brought us here to be of any help. They want us to restore their color, but don't care to grant us any protections in danger. So we must help ourselves, and each other, in times of disillusionment. I've come to feel very strongly about this following the sirens kidnapping.

The purpose of this posting is such: I want to offer myself to others as a spiritual guide. If you feel yourself conflicted, or feeling you have lost your path, or if you want to pray with someone beside you, then you may request me. I ask for nothing in return other than your patience and belief. More so in yourself than me.

If you have questions you may place them here. Comments and discussion into these topics are also accepted.

-Zelda

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That seems to be a common theme.

[ when will akechi find jesus? not today, because zelda doesn't even know who jesus is. ]

Though I have no place in questioning people's faiths, it does strike me so curious. It wasn't common for people back in my homeland to be so distant from spirituality.

[ the only area that didn't have any sort of worship toward the goddess hylia were the gerudos, and they had their own cultural reasons for it. and then you had the cultists who worshiped an actual monster, but they're not welcome at the table. ]

[ Too late, Zelda, he's found Satan first. ]

I understand religion is a source of comfort for many, but others choose to trust only in their own strength. Deities and gods can be often given to flights of whimsy, as I'm sure this place has taught you.

[ And even back in his own home, with a God of Control preying on his vulnerable state of mind and making Akechi his champion. Not that he knows about any of that. ]

However, I also find it interesting to meet people from such varied backgrounds. For instance, how exactly were people in your world so strongly connected to spirituality?

A fair point. The higher powers of this land are not as trustworthy as I had hoped they would be. Its a shame really.

[ she already knew that before, but the higher beings of this land don't feel the same way. ]

If I had to mark the reason, it is because the story of the goddesses is the story of my homeland itself. There isn't a single child, adult or elder who doesn't know the story of our creation. Not everyone is devout mind you, but it is still our heritage.

I see. I imagine it must be a society that honors their history and tradition, in that case.

That also makes me wonder, though. Since Zelda-san has forged a bond with the gods, then doesn't it mean the future generations will also know of your name?

[ she smiles at that observation. always a clever one he is. ]

Future and past generations know my name. Every woman in my family is also named Zelda, and every one has forged a similar bond.

[ it's not even a joke. her mother, grandmother, and dating back to the very beginning - all "zelda". ]

[ ... well that would've made for some fun family gatherings, huh? ]

How interesting. Although now that I think about it, that's not an uncommon practice in some Western cultures, even back where I come from-- naming descendants after their predecessors, I mean. That is especially prevalent in royalty, too.

Considering your name situation and your pact with gods, I imagine both you and the women in your family must have a similar role in your society? Something like royalty, maybe?

[ it definitely would if they weren't all dead. ]

Exactly so.

[ there was a time she would be more cagey about it, but she's been learning to let go of that fear. the fear of being treated different, or seen in another light because of a title. if that happens, then it's not her fault right? ]

I must say though, I'm surprised. Even after that silly prom you still referred to me by title. I thought you knew.

[ or maybe he did and is just trying to draw out her words now? well, matters not. ]

[ Hmmm, did he? If it has been mentioned anywhere in the forum, then he very likely did-- gathering intel is important, after all! But, for all official intents and purposes: ]

Oh, that was simply a little joke to lighten the mood and make friendly conversation. You didn't seem bothered by it, so I thought it would be all right.

Then again, I must admit I did suspect there was some noble blood in you, just from the way you carry yourself. It turns out my detective hunch was right, after all.

[ Plus she didn't make fun of his princely suit, either, so clearly she's above all these peasants!! ]

[ she just likes your outfit akechi, chill!! ]

I guess in this case the joke is on me then, for my assumptions.

[ she's never been the best at taking jokes. she always assumes people just figure her out easily, as if she were an open book to be read by any passerby. too used to everyone knowing the name "zelda" and what it means. ]

I cannot live a life other than the one I have. The princess can go to the wild, but she is still herself through and through. My status can be distracting to some in my experience. People here don't seem to care though.

[ it's nice, honestly. she doesn't think she could make the friends and allies she has if there was too much invested in her nobility. ]

[ She's above all these peasants. ]

That's good to hear. I admire someone who will not lose their sense of self even under such hardship.

[ That's kind of true, too. Akechi is... clearly not very good at the "not losing yourself" bit. ]

As for your nobility status, I imagine people in this town don't treat you differently because of said hardships. I may not be much of an spiritual person, but even I can't help but feel a small sense of peace just from hearing you talk.

[ Very small. For like a minute. But hey, it's more than most people can accomplish with him!! ]

And you aren't interested in seeking out that peace further?

[ she's not going to pressuring anyone, but it makes her curious what puts people in this realm so off. you have to throw a stone very, very far to hit anyone in hyrule who doesn't hold worship over hylia. most are just concentrated to one area. that seems to be the opposite case in this realm. ]

[ Spiritual guidance for a murderer, huh...? If only it could work... ]

I'm afraid I might disappoint you, though I must admit I'm curious. How do you intend to offer such guidance?

One to one discussion. I act as listener and guide, without imposing judgment or personal bias. Spirituality is more than just worship of Gods. I see it as connecting to the inner-self, which we tend to ignore in our day to day bustle.

[ about reaching in, seeing yourself and truly looking without avoidance. ]

[ Connecting to his inner self... But, which one, exactly? ]

I understand. In my world, there are people who perform a similar job, though it's not so much a matter of religion or spirituality as it about an individual's mental health. In the end, I suppose it's merely a technicality.

In that same vein, let me ask this: what would you do with whatever information you learn from the people who seek you? Would you keep it a secret?

[ interesting. when in need of counsel, everyone goes to a spiritual guide at the nearest temple. they are trained to bring the mind and soul to ease. she doesn't have nearly the same qualifications, but... well she's a daughter of Hylia, so that's her qualification.

but to his question- ]

Naturally everything is kept private. Trust cannot be established if the other person thinks I'm going to spread their heart around town like paltry gossip.

Then you are, indeed, very much like those professionals I just mentioned. You even have a confidentiality clause.

[ That... might have been funnier if they were face to face and Zelda actually knew what he is talking about, but. He tried. ]

In that case, I might be interested, at least in giving this an occasional try. However, I cannot promise I will keep up with it in any regular manner, or that I will rely on spiritual guidance more than I trust reason. Do you find those terms to be acceptable?

[ sheesh. the worlds people come from are still so bizarre to her. she can listen but never really understand, or so she feels. but regardless of that, he's seemed to come around to it... a little. ]

I can accept your terms. You can trust your reason over faith. I certainly trust mine, as I'm not THAT devout despite my offerings. However, I do ask at least once a fortnight to speak with you. Is that irregular enough for your tastes?

[ she isn't sure how effective it will be if he only goes in with a foot on the sand and a foot in the ocean. but she won't pressure him either when he is open-minded to the concept at the very least. ]

You drive a hard bargain, Zelda-san.

Very well. I'm not sure I will have any new developments to discuss with you over that span of time, but as long as that is fine with you, then I agree.

[ Goro Akechi is finally going to therapy, who would've thought. ]

Whatever you wish to discuss is what you decide. I am only a guide to illuminate your path through wisdom.

[ it's gonna be great ]

Is there a time I should contact you that would be preferable?

[ So... great......... ]

Very well. I will give this some thought.

As for contacting me, how about in two weeks? In keeping with the theme of our irregularly scheduled sessions, that is.

Very well then. I look forward to our conversations.

[ however they go - she hopes he engages well with them. ]

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