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Renne [Angel of Extermination] ([personal profile] rasure) wrote in [community profile] awashrpg2019-01-23 03:16 pm

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[This message comes from someone whose text is still without color:]

Hi everyone! My name is Renne.

I wanted to say hi to everyone on here, even though things are kind of bad right now, aren't they? Sorry if this is bad timing. I just don't know how much longer I can take it.


[Not actually sorry, though.]

I wanted to ask for help, though! You see, my roommate is a big, big meanie... he says really, really mean and nasty things, and tries to make me cry. He said he's a prince, but doesn't that mean he should be nicer?

What should I do? No matter what I say, nothing makes him act any nicer. He's really scary sometimes too when he yells and gets mad and storms around the house. He's not very helpful, even though he's an adult...he's even called me a lot of names and things.


[Poor Berkut.]

Um, so if anyone can help me, I'd really really really appreciate it!

Oh, also, I have some things that some people helped me bring back from that scary castle, so if anyone needs them, I'll give them to you! ♪♥♪


[How did she even find those symbols--

Anyway take all of this with a grain of salt, honestly. Toodles~]
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[personal profile] shizun 2019-01-26 01:10 am (UTC)(link)
He has not made any bed.

He is not my friend. I owe him a life debt, and will not allow his name to be dragged in the mud.


[ Escort mission. Escort mission! You can't hate someone who did a fucking escort mission while you were the NPC! You can't do it! ]

Would you like to be knocked into a wall because someone disagreed with you? Simply saying, "I can handle it," is unacceptable.

Someone had a bad day and someone else's feelings were hurt. This is the truth and this is unfortunate.

We should advocate forgiveness and understanding before violence.
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[personal profile] satanslash 2019-01-26 01:18 am (UTC)(link)
ive had people STAB ME because they disagreed with who i AM

your life debt sounds like an asshole but fine

i wont hit him


[On purpose.]
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[personal profile] shizun 2019-01-26 01:20 am (UTC)(link)
For who you are?

[ This spells trouble... ]

I am pleased that you're willing to relent on that point, and I hope that if you should come to meet him that you keep an open mind on the matter.

[ ONE DEATH FLAG ELIMINATED??? ]
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[personal profile] satanslash 2019-01-26 01:25 am (UTC)(link)
yeah

doesnt happen here but theres still people back home who dont like me for something i have zero control over
but whatever their damage not mine


[Rin won't make any promises about being open minded about this guy.

He really hates people who bully others.]


i said i wouldnt hit him i didnt say i was gonna be nice to him
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[personal profile] shizun 2019-01-26 01:27 am (UTC)(link)
I am sorry that you had to suffer under the treatment of those who were intolerant. I believe I understand your desires now to strike first.

[ Picking this flag up and breaking it over my fucking knee! ]

You need not be nice to him. You need only keep an open mind to get to know someone that you have not met but heard only about. You would like those people that looked down on you to have done the same, right?
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[personal profile] satanslash 2019-01-26 01:33 am (UTC)(link)
it sucked but ive got good friends now so im not as worried about it anymore

[Rin's life has been pretty shitty for someone who isn't even adult age, but he takes it in stride all things considered.

Save for the whole... punching people thing.]


well

yeah

but i never screamed at other people or called them names just because i was pissed off

dude needs to learn to put his anger somewhere other than people who didn't deserve it is all im saying
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[personal profile] shizun 2019-01-26 01:38 am (UTC)(link)
I'm glad to hear that, because you do seem like a good person. A person who wants to fight for someone else is never bad, is what I mean.

[ But why die on this hill, dude? ]

I agree, and that will be something I mention to him when I have the two speak. He is a prince and so I assume he is used to living in a certain fashion. That is hardly an excuse, but I understand his feelings and so will work to make sure he understands.

[ SHE WILL PUT YOUR ASS ON BLAST. I can't save you each and every time it happens, either! And he'll say, "I didn't ask a commoner to do that." And then what, ya punk-ass bitch? You gonna get layed out by someone! And ya know what is gonna happen. You're gonna go down a villainous road that's gonna lead you to a death flag! NOT ON MY WATCH! NOT!! ON!! MY!! WATCH! ]
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[personal profile] satanslash 2019-01-26 01:44 am (UTC)(link)
[Look, it was the only hill he had for a while.

But he is working on that.]


if hes that upset about having to live with her then why doesnt he move? no one is forcing us to be at the houses we started with
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[personal profile] shizun 2019-01-26 01:49 am (UTC)(link)
I believe his mindset will be that he was given that house to live in, and so, he will not relinquish to anyone.

[ Okay. Anyone can read this and so I've been careful to not say anything that he's told me that I think he'd consider to be sensitive material. ]

Imagine that you came here and that you did not get along with your roommate. Would your first instinct be to leave to find another house? Or even if told that you have to retreat to give that person that space, would you?

It would feel, I think, even though these places are free, like a surrender and like you are saying that you're the one who is wrong.
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[personal profile] satanslash 2019-01-26 02:00 am (UTC)(link)
when i first started high school i got stuck rooming with my brother

i mean we shared a room at home too but i was thinking when i got there hey man finally my own space itll be awesome

and then yukio shows up in the same damn room

if i had the chance to go to another room without him trust me i would have grabbed it in a second

half a second

if it gets me some peace and quiet and not getting nagged at about homework every hour i wouldnt care who thought what about it

at some point you gotta put pride aside for your own sanity
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[personal profile] shizun 2019-01-26 02:02 am (UTC)(link)
Her roommate will only pick pride, I'm afraid.

I said, he was a good person. I did not say he was without his faults.
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[personal profile] satanslash 2019-01-26 02:06 am (UTC)(link)
man what a headache

life debt or not why do you put up with him

whatever just get him to stop picking on her

tell him to scream in to a pillow or something
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[personal profile] shizun 2019-01-26 02:12 am (UTC)(link)
This teacher cannot help but want to help him. Someone that driven by pride is someone who will end up hurt in the end. I like to believe everyone can change and everyone can be saved.

I will do what I can, but do not ask for miracles.
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[personal profile] satanslash 2019-01-26 02:33 am (UTC)(link)
oh

teacher

that makes sense

well yeh just try to get him to calm his tits a little
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[personal profile] shizun 2019-01-26 02:35 am (UTC)(link)
[ I'm so fucking tired. I'm so fucking tired and I want to cry. I want to cry! This is my hill! This is the hill I chose to die on! ]
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[personal profile] shizun 2019-01-26 02:38 am (UTC)(link)
[ But... ]

It makes sense?

I know not that saying, I fear.
[ Nah, man, I do, but I got like a lot of shit I can't get into why I know what that means. I feel you. His tits need to be put on ice. I get what you're saying. But this is my hill. My hill with his chest cherries always chafed. What can I do, my guy? What can I do? ]

I assume it means to calm down, and again, I will do what I can.
Edited 2019-01-26 02:42 (UTC)
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[personal profile] satanslash 2019-01-26 02:42 am (UTC)(link)
[Rin already gave you the answer to that, but noooo you want to be all pacifist about it!

We'll make sure you have a nice burial on that hill.]


yeah my dad and my brother are--

were teachers

long story

anyway yeah it means calm down
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[personal profile] shizun 2019-01-26 02:45 am (UTC)(link)
I would not mind to hear it.

Everyone has long stories, I find, but it is no problem of this teacher to listen to them.

Somehow it sounds rude, so I won't be using it.
[ (ツ) ]
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[personal profile] satanslash 2019-01-26 02:56 am (UTC)(link)
yeah its pretty rude

[Which is why he uses it!]

dad passed away last year

yukio took over his job but he got in to trouble recently so hes probably not gonna be allowed back

didnt do anyting to the students but they think he did something to the headmaster

idk how true that is, i landed here right after it all happened
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[personal profile] shizun 2019-01-26 03:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ I feel like we're missing two or three parts to that story?? Why si your brother your roommate now? I just remembered that point and feeling a little confused about why that's a thing? Hello? But that's a lot of shit luck you got there. I can only assume that people -- wait, why are people stabbing you for something that your brother did?!

'Cause this is about your brother doing something to the headmaster and you're like the fall guy for that anger? Isn't stabbing someone going a little too far?! Isn't it? Was the headmaster just that loved?! What the fuck?! What the fuck??
]


A reasonable summary but I feel I'm missing some major points.
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[personal profile] satanslash 2019-01-26 03:22 am (UTC)(link)
[Listen. He just had a pretty big breakdown over what's happening back home after months of keeping some of the bigger details to himself. He's not exactly willing to hop back in to 'cry myself in to a headache over things I can't do anything about' right this second.

And actually, most people are ambivalent to Mephisto at best. Still not a good reason to shoot him in the head on live television during a public address!]


i mean im still missing some information too? like i said i kinda got caught up in all of it right before gettin dropped here and i hadnt even had a chance to talk to him and find out wtf was going on

hes a genius like way smarter than i could ever hope to be

i guess i should mention they werent teachers in the regular school they were in the exorcist cram school im in

yukio graduated from it when he was 14 so he was hired as a teacher there but we were still going to the academy like normal students

thing is shiro fujimoto was our adopted dad

our real dad is uh
a demon?

so thats why people didnt like ME i was the one who had all the signs of it like being stupidly strong even before all my powers came out

i have NO CLUE what set yukio off though he was already acting weird before the shit with mephisto happened i just know hes in serious trouble and they seem pretty convinced he did SOMETHING


[There's still parts he's leaving out, but hopefully that's enough to clear some of it up.]
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[ Demon. ]
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[ Don't popcorn.gif this!!!

Shizun is very tired. ]