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koriel xii. (dextera) ([personal profile] passio) wrote in [community profile] awashrpg2019-01-25 05:17 pm

#030066

It’s Dextera.

I hope everyone has recovered from the town’s most recent mystery. I had intended to make this post earlier, but I think all of us were distracted. It’s confusing, and I’m sorry if it’s hard to read as well.

My brother - Sinistra, #610B0B - and I went into the forest to try to recover the rest of the items I’d found with Guren. We were able to get the pocketwatch, but it’s broken. If anyone knows how to fix it, I would appreciate your instructions.

It does something as it is, though. It’s strange. When I hold it, it feels like nothing exists. It feels like none of us exist. It’s scary. I don’t know how else to describe it. The town feels like an illusion, and all of us even less than that. Those of you that have just arrived still feel “real,” but the people I’ve known for a long time are barely here. I'm barely here.

There are some other people who don’t feel as if they exist at all. We haven’t figured out that criteria yet. I don’t know why or how it’s like this. I’m sorry. I don’t know if the watch works for anyone but my brother and I, but I don’t want anyone else to touch it. I don’t think it’s a good idea. I’m sorry, again, but my brother or I will answer any questions you have.

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[personal profile] lacrimose 2019-01-25 11:26 pm (UTC)(link)
are you okay?
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[personal profile] lacrimose 2019-01-26 07:33 am (UTC)(link)
okay. just don't push yourself.

for what it's worth, I think that feeling scared is proof you still exist
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[personal profile] lacrimose 2019-01-26 08:03 am (UTC)(link)
maybe it's just the watch trying to mess with you.
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[personal profile] lacrimose 2019-01-26 12:19 pm (UTC)(link)
there's cursed and magic stuff all over this town, trying to screw with us all the time. it seems pretty consistent to me.
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[personal profile] lacrimose 2019-01-27 02:24 pm (UTC)(link)
it's worth looking into. Just be careful, and don't let it get to you too much