USER: #A5211F - Bogeyman (Forward dated to the 26th)

[swordfucker]

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The bogeyman that was hiding in town has finally been defeated, but it was at the cost of three lives. Dave, John and Dextera. I couldn't save them. I'm sorry.

Okuyasu and Asuka are badly injured, but are currently being treated for it. [He is too? He's bleeding all over his laptop, but it's fine.]

Dextera's body changed into something else, but the other two are still remaining. I think they both have family here, or something close. You can contact me and I'll tell you where they are, so you can arrange a burial or whatever you think is best.

I take full responsibility for this. There's still going to be a defense force meeting at the beginning of next month, so we can talk about it then. I know there could still be people missing from the werewolf thing, too, so keep your eyes open for them, alive or otherwise. If you have questions, I'll try to answer them.

That's all.

[Of course, after this, he'll be in his room at his laptop, so people are free to come bother him. He's covered in blood, most notably a stab wound straight through his chest at the heart, and it looks like he's only partially been able to deal with that. He's not bleeding out as quickly? But his healing isn't working. He's only just barely come back to consciousness from Mahiru taking over.]

Comments

[swordfucker]

I know that now.

It's a careful balance between too few and too many. Too many people and things get messy. The bogeyman, especially, played with fears. I chose a group of who I thought would work, and we tried it.

We succeeded, but this was the price.

I know that I messed up, but that doesn't mean more people would have helped. It could have meant more deaths, as well.

[withwisdom]

Respectfully, I disagree. You have an entire organized defense force which you take charge of. Those people agreed to protect this town from danger, but you chose not to call them into action?

[swordfucker]

Everyone was still recovering from the werewolf thing. On top of that, you don't put all of your force into one battle.

And I don't risk more lives than necessary.

[withwisdom]

[ there's a biting comment to that last line she would surely not be able to stop herself from blurting out. something along the lines of "your risk evaluation was rather poor then given the outcome." the beauty of a messaging system means she can stop herself from lashing out in anger to a degree.

(she does type it though, before quickly deleting after a moment of reflection.) ]

The werewolves aren't an excuse, not unless people you asked directly told you it wasn't possible for them to assist as a result of it. A dire evil such as that monster needed more than just a scant force.

I don't say this to upset you, or to judge. I only ask that next time, you do not make a decision of this level without including those under you as resources.

[swordfucker]

If you want, show up at the meeting next month. That's part of what we're going to talk about. The people I used weren't a "scant force". I judged the abilities of the people I took against that monster.

I was wrong. But sending in everyone could have gone worse, so that was the decision I made.

With the type of monster it was, I think that death was unavoidable. I'm used to fighting things of that nature, and I don't make decisions lightly. Know that.

Like I said, I take responsibility.

[withwisdom]

I will be there.

[ she told guren she would hold off on joining until she felt ready. after this? she thinks she's ready now. ]

Take care of yourself as well, Guren. And do not shoulder all the grief of this by yourself.

[ because those who fail always do. always. she knows. ]

[swordfucker]

[THEY SURE DO. Guren definitely reads this message, but he doesn't reply. With his slow replies the whole time, dealing with not bleeding out and such, maybe it'll seem natural.]