Alexa Hase (
poetryslamming) wrote in
awashrpg2018-11-15 09:22 pm
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So, okay, here's what happened... shit, it's like I'm explaining some mishap to my dad now... that's going to end well... Never mind.
I broke my mirror by accident and I feel fucking bad about it. I mean, I know it was basically just showing a side of me that I really dislike, but I usually try to embrace vulnerability as a concept, yeah? Like, there's something beautiful about our common weaknesses, we're only as strong as we can carry our flaws and all that shit...
Anyway, give me a "hey!" if you're hearing this shit and you're with me. Give me... whatever else, if you're not. I'm open.
Also, that cuddle thing... quest... whatever the fuck you call it around here... I'm signing up to be cuddled. It's fucking freezing. I'm fucking freezing. However, if you're a guy, you might as well walk the other way right about now or I'm gonna kick your nuts in.
Most importantly, however. Who do I have to sweet-talk around here to acquire a new packet of cigarettes? The one I brought with me is almost empty.
I broke my mirror by accident and I feel fucking bad about it. I mean, I know it was basically just showing a side of me that I really dislike, but I usually try to embrace vulnerability as a concept, yeah? Like, there's something beautiful about our common weaknesses, we're only as strong as we can carry our flaws and all that shit...
Anyway, give me a "hey!" if you're hearing this shit and you're with me. Give me... whatever else, if you're not. I'm open.
Also, that cuddle thing... quest... whatever the fuck you call it around here... I'm signing up to be cuddled. It's fucking freezing. I'm fucking freezing. However, if you're a guy, you might as well walk the other way right about now or I'm gonna kick your nuts in.
Most importantly, however. Who do I have to sweet-talk around here to acquire a new packet of cigarettes? The one I brought with me is almost empty.

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[Others might have it worse in some regards, but PTSD is a bitch regardless of who you are.]
I get it. We're not exactly swimming in resources here.
Eh, don't stress over it. I've only got a half a pack anyway. Just let me know if you come across any abandoned laptops I can scrap.
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You're looking to scrap laptops? Fuck, if this thing wasn't what's currently keeping me sane, you could have mine, but I realized it has a writing program and now I actually have a way to spend my time.
Besides shitting all over the forum, I guess.
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I'm looking for ANY tech I can actually make use of outside of this limited crap we're on. I can only go so far with what I had in my bag when I got here.