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[kringlefuck]

_{[ Hey look, another rambley Homestuck with an incoming salty post. He's not the greatest at introductions so he's just going to bypass at first because ever since he's gotten here he's been real bitter about how things seem to be done. ]}

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Not as if im entirely familiar with sir f (misses f??) and his evasive and mysterious ways considering im a spanking new arrival here but am i the only person who believes its sportingly manipulating of him to make such bothersome and specific demands from us? Has anyone ever seen who this entity is and if so has anyone given him a proper slug across the face for being so uncouth with his quests? Fucking christ *please* is a nice word for crying in a bucket.

Alrighty so that might be excessive in the violence but i reckon i should ask if anyone has acted with insubordination or maybe felt OH DASH IT ALL and told him off? Was there anything to come of it when somebody reacted that way?

Listen i just want to know if were dealing with one everfriggen lazy entity from heaven or hell or beyond who just wont do his dirty laundry or just some pesky mortal hooligan who is having a ripsnorter of a time putting us on these kinds of tasks. I think im more agreeable with the first statement as weve seen proof of things happening in result.. like today for example! Who the devilshit even knows mayhaps its multiple persons working side by side but i cannot help but run curious and would like to further my investigation but i dont know where in tarnation to start. Likewise i feel as if i could excel with these quests if anyone is up to par with combining forces with me.

Also i found a pretty coin and my gut instincts said i should toss it in the well and make a wish. Did anyone else get one? I feel like its fucking christmas but i cant help but be apprehensive about making a wish but i suppose thats just my overcautious ways ill probably definitely do it hehe. I have a movie collection to wish for.

Oh btw this is jake. I guess i should have said that first.
PS: i abhor this color with a burning passion so i apologize but i typically type in a soothing green but noooo evidently we cant have that either. :(

Comments

[kringlefuck]

I reckon so but dont think im too happy about it!
_{[ what's wrong with him.. ]}

I thought i was *finally* so certain of myself but maybe theres more learning i have to do still.

So you think im courageous just because im brash?
Cause btw i was referring to myself just a few mins ago.
_{[ We know you talk about yourself a lot. ]}

[withwisdom]

I figured as much.

[ he wasn't... subtle... it's ok though. ]

I think being brash is just an aspect of being courageous, but you are certainly on the right track with it. You shouldn't overthink it too much. Most important of all is for you to decide if you are courageous or not.

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[kringlefuck]

Overthinking is what i do though! Its a sore habit i dont really know how to break.

I see well that sounds all profound and everything but im fairly certain i made up my mind awhile go and i guess thats why ive got my balls in a twist that youve gone and made me rethinking things.

_{[ A beat. ]}

[kringlefuck]

Thank you for that..
_{[ also a weird response after he said he's mad about it? ok sure. ]}

[withwisdom]

You're very welcome.

My name is Zelda, by the by. My apologies for not introducing myself earlier. I forget these messaging systems only display a color code and not our names.

[kringlefuck]

_{[ Zelda from Hyrule... sounds so foreign but sure. Whatever weird annoyance he had about being proved wrong about himself has already gone away because she's nice. ]}

Well thats a spanking nice name if i ever heard one.
Mines jake!
_{[ you said that already.. ]}

Im not from some busy place that is raging war or engaging in battles of epic proportions with one another or anything cool like that. I come from an island with not many people on it.
_{[ not very many meaning (1) singular which is him. ]}

If i knew how the dickens to help you out you betcha id be there um.. being brash and fighting for your side i guess.

[withwisdom]

That's very thoughtful of you, but worry not for me. The battles of my land are over for now, and this land seems to have a relative calm to it. I'm sure you will find a way to apply your brash energy to great means somewhere!

For now I suggest relaxing, trying to center. From the tone of your message, you seem quite riled up. Don't overwhelm yourself.

[kringlefuck]

Haha i suppose youre right there isnt really too much reason to get all riled up but i guess im just so hecking miffed that folks take advantage of me and i know this mister f person isnt singling me out but it still really sucks!

[withwisdom]

Anyone would feel the same. Don't this FFFFFF get under your skin. But if you ever need to rant, well, we're all in this together aren't we? Nothing wrong with that.

[kringlefuck]

Correct you are! I suppose i was scouting for some sporting camaraderie who possibly feel the same.
In all honesty i wouldnt hesitate to act but maybe thats cause my emotions are just kinda going off the hinges in regards to all of this crap.

[withwisdom]

I can tell.

[ oh how she can. ]

I advise you remove yourself from messaging and focus on yourself. Quiet time, meditation, these are things that can bring you peace in hectic times. Assess your stress and mental state.

[kringlefuck]

That could be a good start but i dont think ive ever done any meditating before in my life.. usually i just throw a movie on and focus on that when im feeling sad or mad.

What do i do to get started?

[withwisdom]

Find some place quiet, and then clear your own mind to match the silence. It will be difficult at first, but you must clear your thoughts so that you can let them flick through your mind. Only then can you assess your state of being.

[kringlefuck]

Umm.
You make it sound entirely too easy but i have nothing to lose so i can give it a shot.
Thanks a lot!