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_{[ Hey look, another rambley Homestuck with an incoming salty post. He's not the greatest at introductions so he's just going to bypass at first because ever since he's gotten here he's been real bitter about how things seem to be done. ]}

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Not as if im entirely familiar with sir f (misses f??) and his evasive and mysterious ways considering im a spanking new arrival here but am i the only person who believes its sportingly manipulating of him to make such bothersome and specific demands from us? Has anyone ever seen who this entity is and if so has anyone given him a proper slug across the face for being so uncouth with his quests? Fucking christ *please* is a nice word for crying in a bucket.

Alrighty so that might be excessive in the violence but i reckon i should ask if anyone has acted with insubordination or maybe felt OH DASH IT ALL and told him off? Was there anything to come of it when somebody reacted that way?

Listen i just want to know if were dealing with one everfriggen lazy entity from heaven or hell or beyond who just wont do his dirty laundry or just some pesky mortal hooligan who is having a ripsnorter of a time putting us on these kinds of tasks. I think im more agreeable with the first statement as weve seen proof of things happening in result.. like today for example! Who the devilshit even knows mayhaps its multiple persons working side by side but i cannot help but run curious and would like to further my investigation but i dont know where in tarnation to start. Likewise i feel as if i could excel with these quests if anyone is up to par with combining forces with me.

Also i found a pretty coin and my gut instincts said i should toss it in the well and make a wish. Did anyone else get one? I feel like its fucking christmas but i cant help but be apprehensive about making a wish but i suppose thats just my overcautious ways ill probably definitely do it hehe. I have a movie collection to wish for.

Oh btw this is jake. I guess i should have said that first.
PS: i abhor this color with a burning passion so i apologize but i typically type in a soothing green but noooo evidently we cant have that either. :(

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[ jake... calm down buddy, it's ok, no one is perishing in railroad accidents... and what is a railroad, etc etc. ]

Nonsense. I can't fathom why you would disagree. Those with boldness in their hearts, brashness of will, are willing to put themselves out on the frontlines with the thought of others in them. For that alone they are courageous.

_{[ stop... this is making him feel less shitty about himself... ]}

Ok but consider this.
What if the person goes out on the front lines with the thought of just themselves?
Does that still make them courageous?

_{[ He's always been pretty feisty but that's because if he's not he thinks he could get hurt in a worse way. It's complicated. ]}

[ no!! ]

I think anyone who would go out to battle, be it for themselves or for others, has a great deal of courage. Whether that courage is misguided or not is another question, but the tenacity of a warrior cannot be questioned.

_{[ he!!! really can't argue with her, how frustrating... ]}

Arugh this is infuriating! Youre making too much damn sense and i believe it. I *believe it!* Im so accustomed to people whistling sweet winn dixie out their bumholes and nattering at me with a bunch of horse shit that dont make a lick of sense that i can *EASILY* argue with and win.
_{[ Homestucks, though. They sure like to ramble about nothing and Jake knows it. But wow, what a competitive spirit he has. ]}

Alright now ive gotta ask what makes you feel so strongly about this subject.
Surely somethings gone and made you feel so adamant about all this courage malarkey where you wont even budge a miniscule no matter what dadblasted thing i say.

Do enlighten me im eager to know.

[ he's so... chatty. she can so clearly picture how he must sound in real life, talking at a fast pace, and she's sure he can speak his words the way he writes them. ]

Well I can explain it. But first I must compliment your very verbose and articulate writing. Even if your language is a little much.

[ seriously, congratulations, she's impressed. ]

I suppose what makes me feel adamant about it is very simple. Back in my home country I was raised around soldiers. Many brave warriors gave their life for the country, for their families, and for themselves. And all of them were brave enough to take the call to arms even when no one forced it upon them. I hold them in my thoughts and I know they were brave and courageous of heart.

_{[ Yep, that's about right. Tack on a nasaly tone of voice and some weird, inconsistent Australian accent and bingo. Actually, he's pretty irritating to listen to so it's a good thing they're meeting for the first time over text. He doesn't know how to take the compliment, but he guesses it's a good thing? Maybe. ]}

*Loosens collar slightly.*
Well gosh thanks a ton sometimes i just go rambling out the wazoo im sorry about that if its too much. I think im just excited to have more people to talk to.

_{[ His eyes dance over the text, and huh. She sounds like a real storyteller! Sort of like Aranea, so yeah, he can sit and listen/read all day long. ]}

I guess when you put it that way its rather easy-peasy to hold fighters in high regard huh?
I mean i dont know what this war was about but if you grew up with it then it must be something really important!
Kind of like the na'vi when the humans wanted to destroy pandora for their own selfish ways.
_{[ stop.. ]}

I do not know of the Na'vi's struggles, but it sounds to have been dire. Similar was the war in Hyrule, though we spent more time preparing for the battle than fighting it.

[ and it was all for naught in the end... ]

Understanding now my perspective, do you want to reevaluate your thoughts? Brashness may not always be a good trait, but I would easily link it to a courageous heart.

I reckon so but dont think im too happy about it!
_{[ what's wrong with him.. ]}

I thought i was *finally* so certain of myself but maybe theres more learning i have to do still.

So you think im courageous just because im brash?
Cause btw i was referring to myself just a few mins ago.
_{[ We know you talk about yourself a lot. ]}

I figured as much.

[ he wasn't... subtle... it's ok though. ]

I think being brash is just an aspect of being courageous, but you are certainly on the right track with it. You shouldn't overthink it too much. Most important of all is for you to decide if you are courageous or not.

Overthinking is what i do though! Its a sore habit i dont really know how to break.

I see well that sounds all profound and everything but im fairly certain i made up my mind awhile go and i guess thats why ive got my balls in a twist that youve gone and made me rethinking things.

_{[ A beat. ]}

Thank you for that..
_{[ also a weird response after he said he's mad about it? ok sure. ]}

You're very welcome.

My name is Zelda, by the by. My apologies for not introducing myself earlier. I forget these messaging systems only display a color code and not our names.

_{[ Zelda from Hyrule... sounds so foreign but sure. Whatever weird annoyance he had about being proved wrong about himself has already gone away because she's nice. ]}

Well thats a spanking nice name if i ever heard one.
Mines jake!
_{[ you said that already.. ]}

Im not from some busy place that is raging war or engaging in battles of epic proportions with one another or anything cool like that. I come from an island with not many people on it.
_{[ not very many meaning (1) singular which is him. ]}

If i knew how the dickens to help you out you betcha id be there um.. being brash and fighting for your side i guess.

That's very thoughtful of you, but worry not for me. The battles of my land are over for now, and this land seems to have a relative calm to it. I'm sure you will find a way to apply your brash energy to great means somewhere!

For now I suggest relaxing, trying to center. From the tone of your message, you seem quite riled up. Don't overwhelm yourself.

Haha i suppose youre right there isnt really too much reason to get all riled up but i guess im just so hecking miffed that folks take advantage of me and i know this mister f person isnt singling me out but it still really sucks!

Anyone would feel the same. Don't this FFFFFF get under your skin. But if you ever need to rant, well, we're all in this together aren't we? Nothing wrong with that.

Correct you are! I suppose i was scouting for some sporting camaraderie who possibly feel the same.
In all honesty i wouldnt hesitate to act but maybe thats cause my emotions are just kinda going off the hinges in regards to all of this crap.

I can tell.

[ oh how she can. ]

I advise you remove yourself from messaging and focus on yourself. Quiet time, meditation, these are things that can bring you peace in hectic times. Assess your stress and mental state.

That could be a good start but i dont think ive ever done any meditating before in my life.. usually i just throw a movie on and focus on that when im feeling sad or mad.

What do i do to get started?

Find some place quiet, and then clear your own mind to match the silence. It will be difficult at first, but you must clear your thoughts so that you can let them flick through your mind. Only then can you assess your state of being.

Umm.
You make it sound entirely too easy but i have nothing to lose so i can give it a shot.
Thanks a lot!

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